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they tell me i have the world at my fingertips...

...and i know that i do

7/17/06 08:25 am

i fucking hate this shit. i really really hate it.

but my summer is mad kickass =D having the tiiime of my life.

5/14/06 06:03 pm

ommfffggg...talk about a CRAZZYYY weekend...so me and anna i go upstate for the weekend...on friday night..we make complete fools out of ourselves...that a story all on its own tho. saturday we began mission albany...we went shopping...we had maaadd funn doing it too =D it was great...hollister guys are eye candy. sooo we spent most of the day there...it was alotta fun..we ate at friendlys =D that was alottaa funn lol. ummm so theeenn we go home adn chill there for a little while. then..we get drunk....ommggg i drank liek everythign..loll left a little for anna..but yea..loll it was crazy...we were supposed to meet dave and his friend patty at the movie theatre in the mall at 10. so we get there..wait for them a little bit. and then the alcohol hits me. wen u chug vodka..it hits u really hard outta the blue..i couldnt stand..lmmaoo it was so0o0 funny...we met up with dave and patty and they went to buy tickets cuz i was like laying on the floor in teh mall..it was funny..i loved it, it felt too good. then we went into the movie and realized there werent four seats together except for teh ones that u have to look straight up. so we leaveee dave goes to refund the tickets..adn i go to throw up in the bathroom..i have NEVER thrown up from alcohol before!!!..well maybe liek once...but seriously..it was ugh. but i felt better after i did...still drunk tho. we somehow ended up in daves car...i dont remember walking there tho...then after sitting in teh car...i realized we were at a drive through in micky d's that was interesting...theeeeennn we someone ended up in daves apartment....his place is cute...i think, its odd tho...so after laying around and atempting to drink my milkshake...it didnt work..at all..loll i couldnt even stand it up straight..lmmaoo i remember that part...then i was laying on top of dave adn i know at some point...i nearly fell asleep...so then after like a fit of crying for god knows what reason...its nearly 1am sooo dave had to drive me and anna home...the ride home i barely remember for some odd reason...cuz i wasnt even that drunk by then. but w.e i was soo glad my parents were asleep wen we got home...becuase i was liek barely walking and i woulda gotten in mad shit...loll duh...im coming home after one in teh morning and cant stand....hmm....the question would have been.. "anna...werent u guys supposed to be at a movie?" lmmaoo..anyway..crazy weekend....woke up in teh am 10 minutes after we were suppsoed to leave....3 hour car ride...late for lifeguarding class..nearly drowned in life guarding class cuz im soo hung over...and
my heads killing me =[ anyway...it was worth it...=D it was funnn..we gotta do it again sometime

5/11/06 04:43 pm

ommmgg today was so0o0o fuckin hilarious....

on the train ride home...there was this guy...and i knwo him, but i dont...but omfg...it was the funniest thing EVER!!!! i was dying....but i didnt say a word to him...actually..now that i thinkabout it....i dont think ive said more than like 10 words to him since i kinda..met him i guess...i dont know..lmaoo..hes hilarious....*shrugs* he looked at me...and like....made me laugh..sooo much...i was dying..i dont know..and this whole time, he was more than liek 10 ft away from me...i like meeting knew ppl...but i liek it wen i know them..but not well enough to be comfortable to talk to them...i like knowing ppl from a distance...im not weird. lol. anywho...im tired....i couldnt sleep last night because i sleep on my left side and my ear is killiiinnggg mee!!!! i cant sleep on it =[ so sad so sad....but i looooovee it!!!!!

5/10/06 09:28 pm

ommggg today was sooo kickass!!! me maria anna and inna arre DEFINATLY just liek teh girls from sex and the city...lmmaoo....it was greattt we went to the city...we got stuff pierced..lmaoo i got another hole in my cartilage..it hurts liek a fuckerr!! omg i hate myself..loll but i love it =D and maria got her bellybutton done...thanks to mee!!! =D theeen we walked around and maria and inna have ADD lmaoo totally...and we found a place to eat...and we sat there and bitched about how all of us are basically single in one sense or another...and we hate it...and blah blah blah...and then we laughed about the funniest shiiitt ommg...inna is hilarious...we were talking about something or someone..i think it was freshmen adn then this girl came up in our conversation or something...i think maria said she liked her hair..and how shes changed or w.e i dont know..and so i go..."hey guys...did you hear about that story wen at a swim meet or something, where this girl with really big boobs goes up to that freshman who has no boobs...and says 'if your boobs dont get any bigger would you ever consider gettin implants? " and keep in mind inna hasnt said much in teh last 10 minutes...everyone starts cracking up cuz it was funny...and we felt bad abotu it kinda too..and then inna desides to finally speak and she says the funniest shiiit ommg...she goes "well...umm if i was in that position i would have said 'if your stomach got any bigger would u consider getting lipo?" lmmffaaoo!! omg it was so0o0o fuckin funny!! we were dyign for like an hour...it was mean and fucked up and shit...duh...but the funny part about it was that inna barely talks sometimes...but wen she decides to open her mouth its the funniest shiit everr!!! yea..i dunno...w.e..i love days out with the girls...its sooo much fun...were definatly making it a regular thing now...it was too nicee =D i love you guys so0o0 much <3

**no names were metioned..lmaoo cuz i dun wanna be mean but yea..it wasnt the people that we were talking about that was funny...cuz both of them are great...its the concept of what inna said...funny huh?

5/8/06 05:18 pm

soooo this weekend was ALOT of funn on friday i had to take the little boy i tutor to his baseball game in teh park on 97th street and shore road...and i sat there for an hour after laying on the grass reading a book adn talking to iefka on the phone waiting for my mom to pick me up. them mommy took eme shopping =D and that was great.....petie came to see me after his SAT on saturday...and we hung out at my house for a little bit..and it was mad fuun...then we went to get shakes adn cold stone and then we went to the park down by the water adn we sat there near the water for a little while and talked abotu how much i miss my childhood cuz i spent it at that park...adn how much he misses brooklyn and stuff...then we went into the park and just lay in the grass and talked it was soo relaxing adn comforting. i loved it. the park is sooo relaxing and peacful. then we took petes car and drove around and drove to owls head park and lay on a biiig hiill..then we took a walk through the park..adn part of it was like..half a forest..lmmaoo it was fun and we sat and just talked for a long time..it was soo nice...then drove back to my place...parked his car..and his seats do this really cool thing where they go all the way back...and we lay in our seats looking out his sunroof thingy and that was nice too...tehn we just huung out at my house til like 10 and he left =[ but it was a great day...i feel good<3

5/7/06 10:01 pm

does anybody know how to get over things??

because i seem to be having a little trouble with that at the moment...and would appreciate a clue

5/2/06 09:15 pm

Mark your confessions with an X:

[x] I can't stand silence.

[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.

[x] I am really ticklish.

[x] I'm afraid of the dark.

[] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night

[] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open

[] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed...

[] I am homosexual.

[] I am bisexual.

[x] I believe in true love

[] I've run away from home

[x] I've been kicked out of the house.

[] I listen to political music

[] I collect comic books...

[] I shut others out when I'm sad..

[]I open up to others easily

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world

[x] I watch the news

[] I own over 5 rap CDs

[x] I love Disney movies.

[] I am a sucker for green eyes

[x REALLY pretty ones only tho..like romans] I am a sucker for brown eyes.

[] I am a sucker for blue eyes

[] I dont kill bugs

[x] I curse

[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.

[x] I've slipped and fallen in public

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation

[] I like Spam

[x] I bake well

[] I have worn pajamas to class...

[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie...

[] I want a better job...

[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.

[x] I HATE Dr. Phil.

[] I like multiple people....

[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I am self-conscious

[x] I love to laugh....

[x] I have tried alcohol....

[] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.

[x] I have tried a cigarette....

[x] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[] I loved Lord of the Flies.

[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[] I can't swallow pills.

[x] I have a lot of scars

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room....

[x] I love chocolate

[] I bite my nails

[] I am not comfortable with being me.

[i used to play hexic with roman =[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[x] Gotten lost in the city.

[x] Thought of suicide before

[x] Seen a shooting star...

[]Had a menage a trois. (sexual relationship involving married couple and another person)

[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas

[x] Have kissed someone really strange....

[x] Hugged a stranger....

[] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.

[] Been in a fist fight.

[] Been arrested.

[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[x] Made out in an elevator

[] Swore at Liberace.

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose...

[] Been skydiving.

[]Been bungee jumping.

[x] Gotten stitches.

[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[x]Bitten someone...

[] Been to Niagara Falls.

[] Gotten the chicken pox...

[] Crashed into a car

[] been to Japan.

[x] Ridden in a taxi

[] Shoplifted.

[] Been fired.

[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back...

[] Stole something from your job...

[] Gone on a blind date.

[] Had a crush on a teacher/coach....

[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans....

[x] Been to Europe...

[] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.

[] Been married

[] Gotten divorced

[x] Saw someone/something dying.

[] Have a list of people you want to kill.

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[] Been to Canada.

[x] Been on a Plane.

[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show...

[]Thrown up in a bar....

[x] Eaten sushi.

[x] Been snowboarding.

[x] Been ice skating...

[x] Cried in public

[] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.

[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.

[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.

[]Hate the world.

[] Love someone who doesnt realize it.

[] Like someone you know you shouldnt but still do anyway

[x] Have been totally confused by life at least once

5/1/06 07:11 pm

5 important Lessons, very worth reading.....
Body: Pay It Forward - 5 Important Lessons

I'm sure most of you have heard some of this before -
and some of you may have only heard part of this -
either way - it's a good one to share -

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.

During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:

"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the
school?"
Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her
name?

I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
the last question would count toward our quiz grade.

"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers,
you will meet many people. All are significant. They
deserve your attention and care, even if all you do
is smile and say "hello."

I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her
name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain

One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American
woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway
trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally
unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man
took her to safety, helped her get assistance and
put her into a taxicab.

She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
special note was attached..

It read:
"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
the other night. The rain drenched not only my
clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others."

Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those
who serve.


In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in
front of him.

"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.

"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.

The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
studied the coins in it.

"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he
inquired.

By now more people were waiting for a table and the
waitress was growing impatient.

"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied

The little boy again counted his coins.

"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.

The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
were two nickels and five pennies..

You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our
Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
anything about getting the stone out of the way.

Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the
person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
peasant learned what many of us never understand!

Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve
our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
was suffering from a rare and serious disease. Her
only
chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
miraculously survived the same disease and had
developed the antibodies needed to combat the
illness. The doctor explained the situation to her
little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
be willing to give his blood to his sister.

I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it, if it will
save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his
face grew pale and his smile faded.

He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away?"

Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
sister all of his blood in order to save her.


Now you have 2 choices.

1. Delete this email, or
2. Forward it to people you care about.
I hope that you will choose No. 2 and remember......

"Work like you don't need the money,

love like you've never been hurt,

and dance like you do when nobody's watching."


Pass It On.....Pay It Foward!


"not mountains to climb - stepping stones

Carpe Diem!

5/1/06 07:04 pm

im 64% white...lmaaoo -_-


[ ] i hate rap music
[x ] i only listen to rock, punk, or metal
[x] i never wore rocawear, baby phat or ecko red
[x] i either never say or whisper nigga
[x] i own at least 3 concert t-shirts

[x] i've been to at least 5 rock concerts
[x] i think smoking weed is hilarious
[] i play grand theft auto san andreas and think everythings cool
[ ] video games are about 75% of my life
[ ] i can barely read without pausing after almost every word

[x] i've gotten in one or no fist fights
[x] i hate basketball
[x] my favorite colors are or used to be black or red
[x ] i own a pair of chained pants
[] kiss, led zepplin, ac/dc, and aerosmith rule

[x]panic! at the disco, green day, and my chemical romance are among my favorite bands
[x] ive said homie but i think im too much of a prep to say that
[ ] i think big guns are the best kind of weapon
[] i think hockey is good because of the fights
[x] i dont know what year tupac died in

x] scarface is not the greatest movie ever
[]bill and ted or jay and silent bob is hilarious
[ x] i skate
[ x] i have read a comic about superheros or starwars
[] i like star wars


add up your x's and multiply them by 4 and you'll get your whitness percentage

4/30/06 01:35 pm

omg...i cant believe it..

i just cant...

i dont knwo what to do, theres nothign i can do...

omg
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